I haven't updated in so long that i feel like a criminal. These last few weeks have been rough on everyone.. and not much is happening. It's strange that i should feel scared to go home. It just seems like another world now. I use to think a year isn't a long time. I guess that's still my thoughts on it, just that a lot can happen in a year too. I have a strange hope that after we all get home, everyone pretends that we never left and nobody ever talks about it. No one here really wants a ceremony or party or big welcome. Not right now anyways.

I need a vacation. Not just a leave, but a vacation where i travel back in time and relive a better part of my life. I've gotta go.. chow time. I'll be back on tommorow. G'night, love you all.