The closer we get to the end of this thing the blurrier it gets. I have no idea where i'm going to be or what i'm going to be doing between now and then. Everyone wants something to engage them, right? That's why you have hobbies, to do something that engages you. My mind has seeped out of my right ear and into my cargo pocket. Or maybe a smaller pocket, i don't know. I just read and read. You know that feeling that you're not in the real world anymore? The machine's gears keep turning regardless of what you think. My body has become nothing more than just a puppet. Something for other people to interact with. I, on the other hand, live in my books, ideas, and dreams. I still care though, somehow. Still performing to the highest standard.
So, i'm not an MP? Apparently the State doesn't have me as 31B qualified, which means i'm not on a promotion list. Somebody is messing up my life, and i don't like that. I'm trying to get it fixed on my end but the Guard to Active Army interface is a little odd. Certain paperwork goes back to KY, while others go up into Brigade. I'll get it figured out.
There are so many things I want to do. It makes me excited just thinking about it. See you all soon!